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Tuesday, December 31, 2013

A Duck, A Dynasty, A Pedophile And A 15 Year Old Girl...






RACISM AND EVIL... BACK TO 1965!


My " maternal elder" is a life time member of Pentecostal Fundamentalism. I have listened to  horror stories, with my own two ears, about the Religious justifications for sex with underage girls, racism, bigotry, sexism, homophobia and hatred while being forced to sit in Pentecostal churches from North Carolina to Germany as a youth. And when I finally became an adult and could make my own decisions... I vowed that I would NEVER set foot in another Pentecostal church again.

I have kept that vow for 36 years... and if I live another 36 years -- I will keep that vow!

Want a taste of why I am filled with disdain for religion? Here is it:




Here you go, people... for those of you who defend Duck Dynasty and Phil Robertson's racism and homophobia -- well here is a bit of his good ol' boy, down Louisiana swamp way, pedophelia for you to praise, too.

Oh, and he made these remarks at the Sportsman Ministries in Georgia -- within the confines of southern religion that believes in rape, subjugation of the women, separation of the races and a whole lot of preaching of sex with underage girls... before they are made impure by the dirt of the secular world.

...Not a lot of talk about the puss filled, virulent evil mud in the faith of this evil, nasty southern religion!

Now, those of you out there who wrote me nasty letters defending this freak... defend this rampant pedophilia philosophy!

How many underage girls has this freak screwed in his lifetime? And... who in the hell knows about it? I bet there is a cover up of epic proportion surrounding this monster's life!

RLJ

Friday, December 20, 2013

Essay Against Megyn Kelly's White Santa, White Jesus, Racism!



Essay Against Megyn Kelly's White Santa, White Jesus, Racism!



The point is this, from a black point of view... black people in America have ALWAYS struggled against the ever present imagery that everything right in America is white. For a time, up until about the early 1980‘s, almost all toys were white skinned, white colored, white themed, white this and white that... and little girls wanted black Barbie (1980) and little black boys wanted a black GI Joe (Roadblock, 1984.)

Luke Cage, Marvel Comics -- Black THUG turned superhero Thug! Black Panther, Marvel Comics, superhero African Prince of violence and hatred. But, thank god that Stan Lee was not a racist freak because he DID place cool normal black characters into the Marvel Universe!

DC comics, let us see... Black Lightening being threatened by Superman! Black Racer... rarely talked. Who else... I’m missing a few black people, I’m sure.

So,

Unless black parents made black theme toys for their kids, or could find the rare manufactured black theme toys that were not racist blackface monkey caricatures, black kids prayed for the white Santa Claus to bring them toys that looked like them.

And I, a 54 year old black man who grew up in Germany between the ages of 7 to 13 years old, wished Santa Claus could turn himself black to represent me, for you see -- in faraway Germany in 1969 -- I first saw Santa Claus figurines that had black/brown faces because of the ethnic differences of Europe at that time.

This notion that an arrogant white bitch, like Megyn Kelly, will tell me that Santa, and JESUS, are WHITE ONLY is Religious Right science fiction nonsense -- just like the fictional character called Santa Claus is science fiction!

And if a white person, who has had to NEVER beg for a toy with skin color like theirs, cannot understand the centuries old longing of oppressed American NEGROS wanting validation of their skin color and their hair -- validation of their identity -- well shame on you for not being sympathetic and empathetic to your fellow black people who want to live just like you live, fellow white person -- Goddamn It!

And if I am RACIST for desiring my image of Santa to have black skin on ONE FUCKING NIGHT OF THE YEAR then call me racist on Christmas Day -- as I watch my racist basketball all day and eat my racist dinner and give my racist presents to my son!

My son loves Pokemon! I’ve spent a small fortune on Pokemon over the decades. Did I never allow him to play Pokemon because ASH is a little white boy? NO! Most black people don’t think like that. That is crazy?

What if ASH had been a little black boy... made by a VERY Japanese video game company straight out of Japan. Would the world have embraced Pokemon like it has? We will never know, will we... because ASH is white, in a white world of catch-em-all whiteness.

And guess what... I’ll get the next Pokemon game for him... without one thought of skin color. White people don’t have to think like that, do they?

Racism -- in the eye of the white beholder!

RLJ

Monday, September 23, 2013

Who Loves John Boehner? White People, That's Who!




A click on the Instagram link below will take you to a posting of a picture of John Boehner and his wife, and commentary by John Boehner lovers. 

The below excoriation of John Boehner by me in NO WAY REFLECTS on my feeling toward his wife. I have NEVER seen the woman, and until I hear her say something awful, like her husband often does, I will NEVER say anything bad about her. My commentary is for the people who did not like my attack of John Boehner for having the balls to post ANYTHING expecting to get love back from the public.

My bad... he got lots of love -- from WHITE PEOPLE! What the hell did I expect, other than that fact?

Stupid me.

Anyway... I do not like John Boehner, or the rest of his Racist Republican clan!






This is not meant as a direct attack on anyone... but if you internalize this missive so, well I am a man and I await your response!


To you people out there who are kissing John Boehner's ass... I concede that you have the right to do so. I live in the DC area and I know for a fact that John Boehner is a hard drinking lush who frequents the DC bar scene! Don't believe me... do a Google search or do an archive search through the Washington Post or the Washington Times. I also know that he is a racist bastard... who is leading the most racist Republican party since the last Negro was lynched in the streets of Washington, DC!

I have NO respect for this man.

I am a 54 year old black writer who WILL express his right to free speech... just like all of you Caucasian folks who are willing to give this Republican maniac a pass. Obviously, all you rich whites haven't felt the sequester cuts yet. Or, obviously all you rich whites don't give a fuck about the fact that John Boehner just lead his 99.9% white Republican thugs to pass the law to cut BILLIONS from the food stamp programs that WILL take food from not only the "parasite Niggers," but from the ten times more white people who are on food stamps than the 13% of blacks in this country.

And just to not let you people twist my words... of the 13% of the black American population who are on food stamps... lets say that half of us are on them, just like all of you think we are. That means 6% of the population of America, blacks, are on food stamps. Who the hell is the taking up the other 94%?

Oh, you don't want to hear that truth, do you.

Or the fact that John Boehner and his Republican clan are about to take all of you fantasy land thinkers over the the cliff into the dark abyss on October 1... all because this black President will not repeal his OWN signature legacy legislation that was approved by the Supreme court and the last Presidential election!  

I hope to hell you rich whites will never lose your wealth and have to beg for a food stamp that is now not there because of these racist, wealthy "fuck-you poor and black and young and sick people who are hungry" Republicans who do not give a damn about me, a 54 year old black man, or you... for that matter!!!

The Republicans -- North Carolina is a prime example -- want war, wealth, power, the repeal of health care laws and education laws and most importantly... death to all the Niggers... especially the uppity one in the White House!

None of you can make this North Carolina born Negro, who has lived the horror of a fellow Negro hanging from a North Carolina Oak Tree from a lynching, believe anything other than what I believe.

And this is what I believe -- I don't hate white people! I should! I NEVER call for the harming of white people in my non-fiction writing. But, I will call out all of the racists among all of you fuckers... whether you like it, or not!


Now, let me get back to my HORROR fiction writing, please!

RLJ

Monday, September 9, 2013

The Racism Never Ends... If You Are A "Nigger!"




Let me tell you this, America. I respect white people who want racism gone... just like I do. But if you are against racism and you are white and you keep your mouth closed, you will never have to worry about other white people calling you a Nigger. You are white, therefore by proxy, racist do not consider you when they are being racist.

And for the pie-in-the-sky beautiful white people who think with their fantasy intellect... those who truly believe racism is on the decline, I want to tell you to -- WAKE THE FUCK UP!

A massive portion of white people in America are as racist as they have EVER been! From the youth to the elderly, racism reigns supreme in the fiber of white America.

My family is African-American from off the slave boats from off the Cape Fear River running up North Carolina starting around Southport, NC... the seaside town of my birth. I also have Choctaw Native American blood in my veins. I was born in 1959! And the white people in North Carolina are MORE RACIST than they have EVER been the date of my birth! Hell, I dare to say, since the state was founded in 1789!

How the hell can I make that statement with such certainty? I have hundreds of family members living all over North Carolina. They know, and live everyday, what I know here in racist Virginia!

How racist are white people in Georgia, in South Carolina, in Alabama, in Texas, in Arkansas, in New York State, in New Jersey, in Ohio... need I go on? Many white people across this country are racist.

And so, am I surprised when young white people leave a racist comment like this in a restaurant... even when they know they will OBVIOUSLY be identified by the person they attacked? My answer is a resound “Hell No!”

People are growing bolder today with their racism than ever... and that is just plain scary!

Anyway, what the hell do we black people do about this shit -- other than keep being pissed upon by this country and its other people -- like we have been doing since my ancestors first were marched off the slave ships in North Carolina in leg and wrist chains?

I suppose we just keeping saying “Sorry fo’ offendin’ ya’ Massa... please don’t whip me fo’ tryin’ ta do ma servin’...”

RLJ

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Don Lemon -- CNN Uncle Tom Turncoat Bastard




I am a 54 year old black man born in a still, to this day, small town in 1959 on coastal North Carolina. The racism I experienced in my youth was overt, KKK dangerous, in my face and forced upon me by racist North Carolina Brunswick County haters of Negros. The word Nigger was used by EVERY white person I came into contact with back then... including children, teachers, the white people across the road, the folks in the grocery store, the police and anyone else white. Calling a black person Nigger, or "NIGRAH" as the phonetic sound forms from white lips, is ingrained in my memory.

Spitting on me also was a common occurrence. I, to this day, hope and pray that a white man spits on me so that I can justify beating a white man to a pulp -- exercising the spit demon living inside me.

And when I see Uncle Tom bastards like CNN's Don Lemon agreeing with the overt likes of Bill O’Reilly… I want to ram my head through the pretentious crystal house he lives in.

Why is Bill O'Reilly commentating on blackness anyway? What normal black man will take advice from that nigger hating bastard?

Don Lemon, apparently! What a dick, he is! As a supposedly smart commentator, or whatever he, Lemon, calls himself, he can’t devise a better way to come at black people than to agree with that racist prick O’Reilly? Has Lemon ever listened to O'Reilly's show? O'Reilly believes black people are jungle savages who cannot eat with a fork and spoon... and are raping America and repopulating it with Nigger monsters!

I do not respect Lemon and I'll never listen to his Uncle Tom commentary again. He is dead to me! And, I am slowly losing my respect for CNN, too. Having one of your commentators agreeing with the racist bastard Bill O'Reilly of FOX NEWS... on CNN time on the television broadcast for millions of people to see, hear and form a negative opinion about CNN because of this turncoat bastard should be sacrilege to CNN. You can bet FOX NEWS would not tolerate one of its hate mongers agreeing with a anti-Fox News CNN opinion.

Believe that, CNN!

RLJ


Saturday, July 20, 2013

WHO’S CONFUSED ABOUT WHO CAN SAY THE WORD NIGGER… NOT ME






Trayvon Martin’s friend, Rachael Jeantel, she who was talking on the cell phone with him  right before George Zimmerman murdered him… has caused quite a stir with her persona.  99% of black people absolutely understand every word, context, subtext, nuance and anything else the naysayer’s have to complain about her. Black people understand that black people come from ALL kinds of differences… and Rachael Jeantel represents the epitome of why people MUST get over themselves and realize that you have to listen with open ears and mind to EVERYBODY! Wars, and fights, begin because snotty arrogant intolerant people refuse to give other people a second listen if they do not understand them the first time!

I wrote the below poem in 2012! When Rachael Jeantel gave America a lesson in street language, and the race assassins out there began to shoot their arrows at her, I knew I had to repost this missive.

I am a 54 year old man who will fight ANY GODDAMN BODY who gets in my face and tells me what I have to do with my word NIGGER! Shut the fuck up, don’t you worry about me using that word and go on to the next subject! Just you remember this… if you are not American black, and you use that word in my presence… you MIGHT be assaulted! You would only use that word in my earshot because you WANT a confrontation… and you might get it!




WHO’S CONFUSED ABOUT WHO CAN SAY THE WORD NIGGER… NOT ME


I find it shocking that there are some black people, 
And a lot of white people, 
Commenting on the ‘use of this word’ story who seem to believe that... 
Because some black people use the word Nigger (Nigga) among themselves, 
Then it is OK for white people to use the word to describe black people. 
That is absolutely patently twisted and absurd logic. 

Hey, America at large…
White people of America! 
Understand this piece of advice -- 
The upper majority of black Americans do not want white Americans calling them, 
Or using, that word! 
Period! 
And, I dare to say, 
As a 52 year old black man who can be radical when I am pushed to the racial edge, 
I will declare this to the world -- 
MOST, 
AND I MEAN MOST, 
BLACK AMERICANS NEVER UTTER THE WORD NIGGER IN THEIR LIFE SPAN. Most black people find the very notion of that word offensive… 
At the core of their souls. 
And they do not use the word!

The media at large has always painted black Americans as all of one mind. 
That is crazy talk. 
Our opinions about everything vary greatly from person to person. 
And the use of the word Nigger is also a dividing topic. 

It is a small minority of black people who use that word. 
Certain black entertainers  in the music industry use the word. 
Not all black music entertainers, mind you. 
Certain black athletes will use the word. 
Not all of them. 
Same for actors, authors, carpenters, electricians, and everyone else! 
Just because a few black people own and use that word, 
That does not mean it is accepted by the black population at large! 
And it is absolutely not acceptable for white people to use the word… 
Under just about any circumstance.


There is a recent phenomena virus infecting some conservative,
Self hating and race hating blacks,
Who believe they must speak out to tell white America…
Go on and use the word Nigger --
You’re not affecting me by using that word!
Bullshit!  
A black person giving white people… 
A pass when they use the word Nigger in its derogatory term is disgraceful behavior. Shame on you for your out-of-touch with your race’s reality mentality… 
And your obvious ignorance of the importance of self-respectability!
You, race self-hater, do not use the word… fine!
You giving a pass to the oppressors who created black on black hell on earth?
Shame on you!

But for black people who understand the history of the word Nigger?
But for black people who have suffered under the weight of American life?
But for people who have beaten on, spit at, bitten by police dogs…
Sprayed with water cannons, lynched, burned, branded, raped, enslaved…
Castrated, chained, force aborted, dragged to their death, drowned…
Whipped by bullwhip leather, curfew, disemboweled, amputated…
Ripped screaming from their mother’s arms, isolated and raped at will…
Starved, deprived of education, and Glossectomy sufferers…
To all the perversely black humans ground into nothingness in America --
What more profound thing would you expect a black man to want to own --
Other than the word --
NIGGER?

RLJ
4-8-12

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Patrol Regulations -- Racist Rules In Racist Times Of Rape And Death




 
 
 
CNN aired a one hour news special called "The N Word on 7-1-13." I watched the program... and for what it was, a light look at that word and the wounds it leaves when it is used... it was OK. It was CNN, and so could not get too outrageous.

I applaud the effort and I recommend the program for whites and blacks.

Now I want to add my two cents worth to the N word matter. My comments have absolutely no connection to what CNN did.

The word is Nigger. I was called that word countless times when I was a child living in coastal North Carolina. Black people never called me Nigger... only North Carolina white people called me that word.

Back in those days, I only saw black people, white people and a few of my Native American relatives. I saw Asian people on the television. And nationally, in the '50's and the '60's that was basically the population at large. But, down on the racist coastline of North Carolina... it was white people, a small population of black people and the Native Americans in secluded places out there.

The word is Nigger!

Actually, this piece is not about that word. This piece is about the word RAPE!

In the past few years, after the election of this black President, Republican political white men in general have showed their obsession with rape. This flinging of that term... that usage of that term... that projection of that term into the national mixing bowl soup of language is not some weird anomaly. No -- white men have ALWAYS been obsessed with rape!

Let me tell the stupid of you out there who either want to dismiss white men's hatred of black people, or live in this fantasy that racism is on the decline, or simply don't give a goddamn about the legacy of hate white people are continually leaving to the history books... let me tell you about your fellow white men and their obsession!

In my North Carolina black family, we discuss the memories of our history. We know about the slavery trade from off the boats up the Cape Fear River to land in Fayetteville in the 1700's! We know about our oppression, the segregation, the concerted effort of the state to keep black people ignorant and the legacy of North Carolina's Eugenics Program. To not consider, every day, our pasts that make our futures is... dangerous to our own legacy!

White people do the same thing. I contend that they have much, much more to consider about their legacy of the past. I will focus on their legacy of slavery.

Fayetteville, N.C., 1790... new slaves are loaded onto the wooden platform floor of the Slave Market situated in the middle of downtown. There are 100 slaves -- 50 men and 50 women. They are divided, sectioned off, inspected, bid upon and taken from the marketplace to be sent into unquestionable slavery until the day they die! Each owner has purchased a slave, or slaves, to do with ANY WAY HE DEEMS!

The men are immediately put to work to perform the harshest labor possible -- at gun point in one hand and with Bull Whip in the other hand! They are shackled in chains and worked from day into night. And any male slave who defied the master, or his family or handlers... was subject to instant death... if the Master wanted that slave dead!

But we know there were hellish ways to punish trouble slaves... to make them work!

The women, on the other hand... what did the Masters do with the women? What would the Master's friends do with the women? What would the Master's henchmen do with, or to, the women?

They RAPED them... whenever they goddamn well wanted to! They raped them for brutal control pleasure! They raped them to break them! They raped them to show them who was in control of their very own bodies! They raped them because the were Nigger WOMEN -- and what would a man, a man who answers to no one... a man who has complete control over the lives of women, to the point of killing them at will if they disobey their commands or orders -- what would men with that kind of hateful control do with black "CUNTS" during the time of slavery in America?

Look up the origin of the meanings of the harsh, nasty, hateful word you just read, women! The word has never been uttered by this writer... but I know it... and its origin!

The legacy of white families from Washington State to Maine includes the discussions from women to women about the legacy of their past. So to, do the men discuss the past of the legacy of their family. And if their family proudly owned slaves at one time, they proudly reminisce about the times when the Niggers were not free. And they talk about the times when the Niggers could not vote. And they remember their elders telling them about the times when their elders could RAPE Nigger bitches and fuck them with impunity! And fathers tell their sons those stories... and their sons tell their sons the same stories of the past.

And those were the good old days that those North Carolina Nigger haters want back more than anything else in the world!

Now, in the time of the first Nigger President, the past looks farther away than it has ever looked. And many of these evil racist bastards... with their desire for slavery to come back... have lost their minds and are acting out from the deepest darkest depths of their Id!

The word of the decade is Gerrymander!

Michelle Obama -- attacked by many white racist male Republican politicians, and other racist men, want to rape her and shut her up! They want to rape American women who are battling them on the women's rights issues... to shut them up! They want to rape women who fight them on women's health care issues... to shut them up! They want to rape women for... CONTROL!

Ask the Governor of Virginia! Or, the Governot of North Carolina. Or, the rat bastard liar Governor of Ohio. Or, the Governor of... pick another Republican state!

It is BAT SHIT CRAZY that men who have ascended the political ladder to United States Congressmen will stand before the American people, and cameras, to openly talk about RAPE as though there are NO consequences to their actions and words.

You will NEVER see a black politician make such evil assertions and statements... because to do so would be CRAZY!

A Nigger!
A Nigger bitch!
A Nigger cunt!
A white cunt!
A Nigger Raped
A white women raped by redneck, backwater, hillbilly, snake handling, Pentecostal derision filled craziness, slave owner mentality Republican white men who want to pull the uterus's from women... are proud of their stupidity and their hatred, and disregard of... the Niggers and the needs of the American women they want to -- RAPE!

Think about that, white women of American legacy, the next time you look your white men in their eyes, before you cast your next vote for the next set of white men you want to lead you, and the rest of us, to rape -- or away from rape! The legacy is sitting on your Nigger hating shoulders, white women of America.

RLJ

 

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Stripped Of My Right To Vote By A Racist Republican Supreme Court



Today feels like the worst day I have ever experienced in 54 years of life.
The voting rights ground I stand upon has been ripped from under me.
I am now floating in midair with my sight blanketed in confusion and fear!
The Supreme Court of my country declared today that my rights mean NOTHING!

These five arrogant bastard men decided today that...
The states now have the right to strip away my most basic fundamental rights.
I, a black man, am now at the mercy of white racist men, and women, who...
Believe I am not a human being capable of making my own political decisions!

Today is the saddest day in my life.
How can it be that the Voting Rights Act can legally be stabbed in its heart?
Why would this Supreme Court decide to change the rights of black Americans?
Who are these men... and why are they changing American history in this way?

I can understand why the white men on the Supreme Court are racist bastards.
I understand white man's racism -- I've had 54 years to think about it!
But it is the other man on the Supreme Court who is a horrible beast!
It is he who is a monster of nightmare demon dreams with dead black babies!

Clarence Thomas is a crooked bastard!
Clarence Thomas is a coasting do-nothing bench warmer!
Clarence Thomas is anti-Martin Luther King!
Clarence Thomas is a race traitor!

Clarence Thomas voted again, as usual, against the interests of black people!
He spits on the very system he used that allowed him to sit on the Supreme Court!
He used the system to gain his education and to grow his brand...
And then screams "FUCK YOU" to Negros who need the system help he used!

Clarence Thomas is the worst black man ever to walk American soil!
He might as well wear a KKK hood when he visibly sits on the Supreme Court!
Of all the American enemies of black American progression...
Clarence Thomas should be buried alive under a ton of copies of the Constitution!

The Republican haters of black people won their centuries old battle today!
They all want their Paula Dean hour -- and they got it today -- without punishment!
Take out a double-barreled shotgun, white America, and blast my brains from my skull!
Paint the wall of my living-room with my blood, flesh and brains -- you know you want to!

Who do I complain to today?
Who do I cry to as my voting rights have been stripped away from my hands?
And how am I supposed to feel now that I have to beg white people for my rights...
Even though they now can legally kick my in my voting rights face!

This is all about killing the spirit of black people in America!
The racial war... against black people... has always been about black people's voting rights.
Today... they have won the battle, and the war, for black people's souls.
And this black man has lost the will to be proud of America, the place in which I was born!

RLJ

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Racism Lives, Even In The Supreme Court

 

http://tv.msnbc.com/2013/02/27/scalia-renewing-voting-rights-act-a-perpetuation-of-racial-entitlement/

 

When is the Media going to stop screwing around with the public and start giving us the straight news about Republicans and racism! Republicans, to a man and woman, live racism. It permeates everything about them like bile spoiling fresh meat. Any person, from the man on the street to the media fools, sees the hatred coming from Washington, DC, and the states, on a daily basis. 

And nobody, I mean NOBODY, in the mainstream media wants to call the racist white people in Congress, and in the Republican governorship's around the country, the racist pigs they are!

And when Antonin Scalia makes a blatant racist statement like the one he made today... who is going to call him the racist pig that he is? He spent time studying at Georgetown with the Niggers when he was trying to get his education. I wonder what in the hell he thought of all the darkies freely walking around the campus!

I bet you not one Nigger at Georgetown fucked with Antonin Scalia when he was a student at Georgetown! Typically, black students DO NOT haze, or fuck with, the white students at these universities. Antonin Scalia PASSED at Georgetown without incident. And now, years later, he wants to act like the indignant ass-hole Republican who is going to tell off those Niggers... including, the Nigger President?

Let's see you print this truth, MSNBC!

Even when Chris Matthews is pontificating at his loudest... he is still kissing the Republican's asses, and backtracking at the same time, as he continues to give them a pass on their worst behavior! 

Matthews continually declares his love for Mitch McConnell, like he did last night, giving the worst racist this side of John McCain a pass on everything he does! 

Oh yea, I'm a 54 year old Negro who remembers John McCain's racism from way, way back from early in his Arizona days! The only reason that racist bitch Jan Brewer became Governor of Arizona is because of that racist bastard John McCain! His old man doddering might fool you white fools in the media... but hurt Niggers like me feel every word of racist drivel that pours out of John McCain's mouth!

Antonin Scalia should be ashamed of his life for talking like a 1950 racist monster. He lived with, worked with, studied with and talked to the Niggers as he made his way to the top of his field. And this is how he repays the people of color who's backs he stood on to see above the wall he had to climb over to get to where he is today?

Ungrateful Racist Republican Bastard!

RLJ

Saturday, February 23, 2013

How Racist Is The Slur "REDSKIN," Washington Redskins

 
 
 
This book is Volume 1 of the currently ongoing series Warren Publishing's Creepy Archives, presently published by Dark Horse comics. Each hard cover archive edition binds five of the original magazine sized horror anthology comics in chronological order. The five editions inside this archive were published in 1964 and 1965.
 
In 1965 I was a poor black kid living in the wilds of coastal North Carolina. I might as well have been living in the wilds of Borneo at the time. North Carolina was a jungle wild land back then and ignorance ruled the land.
 
I remember seeing Creepy Magazine on the shelve of the tiny book section of a store in town. I never purchased one, because we were too poor and my mother would have has a freaked-out if I brought a "work of the devil" like a horror comic into the house. It wasn't until after my mother married my Army Sergent step-dad, when I was eight years old, and we were immediately whisked away from racist Nigger hating North Carolina by the Army and transported into the strange new land to me of Germany... where I was thrust into the world of white people who seemed to either want to help me progress, or just treat me with indifference like any other person on the street without spitting on me or yelling at me or calling me a Nigger to my face!
 
I really am still shell shocked about my abrupt shifting of realities in 1967.
 
And in 1968, with the presenting of knowledge from white children on the Military base school... I was introduced to the world of comic book collecting. And it started with Marvel, DC, Mad Magazine, Creepy and Eerie. And, I was obsessed with National Lampoon!
 
I took a lot of ass whippings from my mother, and step-father, because my Pentecostal fundamentalist mother WOULD NOT HAVE THOSE BOOKS OF THE DEVIL IN HER HOME! But, regardless of the punishment, I was hooked on comic books -- and no amount of belt whipping and 2X4 raw wood paddle ass whippings and crying myself to sleep as my ass and legs bled onto my bed sheets would abate my crack-like need to read!
 
A taste of this personal derision I just shared with you is in my book "Dragonflies Chasing Mosquitoes!" A more hardcore volume 2 will be released in the future.
 
Racism and social ignorance was as strong back then as it is today, which is some crazy backwards bullshit! Anyway, I was now temporarily out of the racism of coastal North Carolina... but certain prejudices were still VERY acceptable in more civilized settings. And that was... to treat Native Americans as savages. We ALL played Cowboys and Indians. And we ALL wanted to be the good guys Cowboys... because the Indians were BAD! That evil was conditioning from books, television, movies and popular thought.
 
Indians were identified with two slurs -- the men were Redskins and the women were Squaws. And it wasn't until the late 1970's, perhaps into the early 1980's, that America began to push back on the word Squaw for a Native American. Actually, Native American women began to speak out about that term. And a shocked America began to instantly respond... to basically force that word into the abject evil column of bad words.
 
As you know, if you've read my non-fiction, I have African slave blood in me and Choctaw Native American blood in me. And even though, as a kid, I played Cowboys and Indians... that always felt weird. And, everything racist about the Cowboys and Indian caveat came to a clear focus to my mind when I read a story in a, at the time, back issue of Creepy magazine at a friends house that I snuck off to after school one day to read some comic books. He handed me Creepy issue 5 and I read straight through that book like a hungry child devouring a grilled cheese sandwich.
 
The last story in that issue is titled: Revenge of the Beast! The script is written by Archie Goodwin. The art is by Gray Morrow. And the plot still affects me to my soul today.
 
I am not going to give a complete rundown of the plot. If you are interested in Archie Goodwin's story about white men who defile a Native American burial ground, shoot the Native American guardian dead in cold blood because there is something in that burial ground the white men want and then the white men have to suffer the consequences of a vengeful Native American spirit -- if you are interested in a plot like that, well... here it is in well written form by a master comic book writer.
 
What about this story affected me so as to change my personal perspective on my relationship with a part of the blood inside me?
 
Remember, this story is from 1965! Native Americans, at that time, were still dirty beasts to most of the ignorant American culture... and the only place for them were the reservations on the fringes of society. Political correctness was decades in the future, I remind you. Archie Goodwin's use of the word REDSKIN as a pejorative in the story, right before the unarmed "Indian" is shot to death by several men, in cold blood, did something to me. Those words flipped a switch in my head and it has not been turned off since.
 
Today, in the Washington, DC area, there is a quiet debate going on about the NFL Football team's use of the word Redskin in its name. I listen to WJFK radio with real hate in my heart because the Washington team's fans call in... and of course, most of them do not want the name changed, racist or not. And, the football jock on the afternoon show spewes his twisted logic about the aspects of changing the brand of the football team if the name is changed.
 
Why he gives a goddamn about the branding of the team is all about his personal legacy... even though the owner of the team treated him like a piece of Tiger meat during his playing days with the team, and even afterward! Bat Shit craziness...
 
The word Redskin is a slur!

Here is a little education people about your Washington Redskins.


The Washington Redskins was established in 1932!
This is a quote from Wikipedia: The Marshall in the quote is George Preston Marshall, the original owner of the team...

"During most of this unsuccessful period, Marshall continually refused to integrate the team, despite pressure from The Washington Post and the federal government of the United States.[23] On March 24, 1961, Secretary of the Interior Stewart Udall warned Marshall to hire black players or face federal retribution. For the first time in history, the federal government had attempted to desegregate a professional sports team.[24] The Redskins were under the threat of civil rights legal action by the Kennedy administration, which would have prevented a segregated team from playing at the new D.C. Stadium, as it was owned by the U.S. Department of the Interior and thus was federal government property.

In 1962, they became the final professional American football franchise to integrate."

I was a 3 year old Negro child in racist North Carolina in 1962!

(Let me use my imagination for a minute. It is, say, 1959 -- the year of my birth! The owner of the Washington Redskins refuses to hire NEGROES for the team. We were not African-American at that time -- that term did not officially exist yet. Or, did the owner refer to Negroes as Colored People! Hey, that's not so bad, right? Maybe he referred to Negroes as Coons -- a word that would have been VERY familiar to him in West Virginia. How about Darkies. Maybe Jiggaboos. Fuck No! That man called Negroes one word and one word only -- I'm not going to put Niggers on my motherfucking football team. Fuck the public, fuck the Washington Post and fuck the Feds! Yea, I imagine those were his gentle words.)

All the delusional people who call in to WJFK (a CBS sports radio property) and plead the case that the term "Redskin is not racist" are ignorant bastards who do not know the history of their beloved team. A Nigger hating owner, born in West Virginia in 1896, refuses to integrate his team with black players... until the Federal Government FORCES him to capitulate! And you fans, black and white, believe for an instant that this racist owner did not have evil intent on his mind when he named the team the REDSKINS?

Poor delusional bastards!
 

 
 
And as for LaVar Arrington's batshit crazy obsession with the Washington NFL team's branding...
 
When I was a kid, Denny's restaurant was called SAMBO'S! The name, racial connotations, and racist attitude of the restaurant chain and its employees, was the cause of a lot of consternation for both ethnic people, and white people, for decades. Eventually, Sambo's dropped the name... but not the attitude. People remember what Sambo's was about... on both sides of the racism issue. Branding products with racist names and terms has always been popular in America. Only when the term "Political Correct" became popular did a lot of this derision fade away... but not all of it!
 
Redskin -- the pejorative hate filled term white men used before they shot another dirty, filthy, ugly, savage, squaw-bitch loving Indian dead in his tracks! Why? Because what was lower than a Nigger? At least the Niggers didn't fight back... unlike the Indians who were INVADED -- on their own soil --
by white men who hated everyone, and everything, that would not submit to Caucasian derision! 

For your current day example of the apathy and hate, just look toward the NFL, its crazy fans and the name of its Washington, DC team -- THE WASHINGTON REDSKINS!

Legacy, and branding, be damned... Lavar Arrington!

RLJ 

Friday, February 15, 2013

What Do You Do When Joe Rickey Hundley Slaps Your Baby

 
 
 
I take great purpose in the use of the language that I, a 54 year old black man, decide to use when I write what I write. My use of profanity is deliberate... used to force the point I'm making in the moment. If you're offended by the way I use of my words... too bad. Unless I am directing my words at you in particular, and you are still offended by the words that are not directed toward you, well that is your problem, not mine... and I will not entertain any bullshit dissection of the meaning of what I've written.
 
My use of the word Nigger is my given birthright as a black man who traces his ancestry straight back to first slaves off the boat in the Fayetteville, N.C. area of the USA! No one will take that word away from me -- I have personally suffered at the hands and the mouths of white people, throughout my life, who were willing to call me a Nigger to my face, as they spit on my body! Whenever I open my mouth to say a word, the word Nigger might come out of it!
 
To the white people who are feeling that false sense of fear that another big mouthed black man is spouting that Black Panther bluster... I'll tell you this. I have never uttered the word Nigger in the presence of a white woman. And, quite possibly, I've never uttered the word in the presence of a black woman. But, if I decided to use the word... Nigger bombs would fly!
 
I am a man of the southern part of the USA. Being born in 1959, I was a child when older white people felt empowered to push black people aside. Or, tell black people to get to the back if the line, Nigger! Or, go to the back of the bus, Nigger! Or, you can't drink from that water fountain, Nigger. I heard those words as a child in North Carolina.
 
And I remember watching old white people hit young black people who were in their "space". The word Nigger usually accompanied the assault. And, just like my Granddad... I knew that I had better never complain. You just take the abuse and keep on walking.
 
The thought of facing the country-ass, racist police was far worse than taking a little spit to the face.
 
It is obvious to me that a white man in the south, given a little alcohol, will do exactly what this man did to this child. And I can't wait until the the mother of this child begins the talk show circuit. I would bet a dollar that her demeanor will be subdued and quiet... because blacks down there know whites down there. Black over here... whites over there. Same back then, same right now!
 
My son is a twenty year old young man now. He was always in my arms when he was a child. I LOVED BEING THE DAD TO MY YOUNG CHILD! I spent as much time with him as he could tolerate. For me, if a white man, inebriated or not, had ever called my son a Nigger and touched him while saying that? I would have strangled him to death with my bare hands! But, because of my size and blackness, I never had anything remotely similar happen to me.
 
But I heard many stories of women being disrespect by white people because of the behavior of their children. Let me tell you this, world, the worst children on the planet... the most disrespectful children on earth... are the children of American white people.
 
Calling your mother by her first name? Hell no, from a black mom! Cursing your mother like she is your street homey? Hell no, from a black mom. Disrespecting the house like you own it? Hell no, from a black mother. I could go on and on about the behavior of the white kids who's homes I visited as a youth... and the white kids my son brought to my home to visit over the years. I gave a whole lot of quite verbal lessons to the white kids on the etiquette of respecting the house of someone they were invited to.
 
There is no respect for black people by many white people across this great land! And all they need is a little alcohol in their blood to bring out the Nigger hating racist... just like Joe Rickey Hundley.
 
Even that name sounds like it was given to him by a Nigger hating parent!
 
 
RLJ


Thursday, February 14, 2013

1965 -- The Fears Of The Past Never Die In America


I have served the hard time of two score and 14 years...
Moving through that time like a leaf down a river of tears.
The America I knew when I was a young child of the South...
Today, is still a bastardized haven still kicking my mouth!


The KKK was ripe and strong outside our nighttime door...
To people like my family stuck in the county of the poor.
They shot off their guns in the darkest part of the night...
Scaring the shit out of the Niggers cowering in our fear and our plight!


And today, they threaten to march down the streets of our fathers...
Without one care of the victimized people their action bothers.
”We’ll hang your Nigger ass from your own Oak tree!” Was the message in 1965.
“And then we’ll have a lynching party as you swing for all to see!”


The same disrespect from vicious, evil white men of the south of hell...
It permeates our political system I hoped would save me from their hard sell!
And as my black President, born of my most vivid pot based hallucinations,
Tries to make peace with political Nigger haters -- they continue the intimidations!


February of 2013 -- Black history month in the state of this American union!
Black history month -- I am now old enough to be considered my own reunion!
Of my memories of the past, in a time of white man’s cold war of paranoia stages...
Juxtapositioned with the hellish war in America against black men’s growing rages!


I thank the god you believe in for Martin Luther King and his vision of peace!
His presence at that time prevented a bloody civil war in the south and the east!
It is too bad that white men in America have never forgotten the war they wanted!
Today... they fight that Nigger hating war in the political realm of the most vaunted!


They await the day when this Nigger experiment comes to its inevitable end!
When will America ever elect another black man to the White House, to then send?
Perhaps never, for when the next white person gains that power back, Republican or other...
White America will never give back that power to another mixed breed brother!


And when the power is completely shifted back to the Caucasian power base,
And the Nigger haters convince the others that the confusion was all about race...
I fully expect to revert back to the frightened 6 year old cowering with nothing to say...
As the now empowered haters of the “Them” again embrace derision... like the KKK!


RLJ

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Dreaming The KKK Nightmare


 
 
 

It is now after hours on a Friday night.
The day has closed for all people in sight.
A six year old boy exhausted from another long day,
Climbs into bed to dream of dirt and clay.
 
From sometime in the middle of dreaming...
Jarred out from a dead sleep by some screaming...
The boy's mother could be heard cursing a dare...
"The damn KKK is out there shooting their guns into the night air."
 
The mother told the little boy to stay in his bed,
As she looked out the windows for fire red.
The boy already knew that the danger of crazy white men
Could come crashing in the house to kill them with sin!
 
Welcome to coastal North Carolina in 1965 nightmare south...
Where Negros were objects to be punched in the mouth.
And when the night time came calling for a treat...
A Nigger in the darkness was as good as dead meat!
 
They would spit on a Negro in the light of the day,
And terrorize a Nigger at night when the guns came out to play.
And six year olds throughout the southern land
Are now 54 year olds with nightmare dreams of blood and sand!
 
I remember 1965 in the land of the mosquito and the humidity!
I remember the spit and the Nigger calling and the stupidity!
I never would have thought in 1965 that in 2013 I would...
Write a poem about the still living KKK marching in my hood!
 
There is no God!
These people should all be dead sod!
1965 evil alive and well in  my 2013 American dream.
Why isn't the KKK dead, beaten to death with a 2X4 wooden beam?
 
 
RLJ
 


Saturday, February 2, 2013

The Illusion Of Music

  
I am 6 years old in 1965!
I remember sitting in front of granddad's huge,
In my young mind,
Black and white television.
There were a lot of random variety shows on TV in those days.
I do not remember when I saw this movie on television...
But the memory of the lead female dancer always haunted my dreams.
I was shocked when Heineken used the background music...
In its beer commercial.
I had to find that clip...
And here it is... found two years ago!
And this is simply amazing!

 
In 1965,
When white America was ripping this country apart...
Because an 80% majority of the populace were afraid of...
A 10% minority...
I wonder if the fantastic dancers and musicians in this movie were...
Worried about whites killing blacks in America.
All I know is, what these people are doing looked like...
Cool escapist fun!
My, oh my.
Somebody was having fun in...
1965!

RLJ